Chaos
It had to happen in the end
or was it the beginning?
I never had to believe those words
flying light-speed at me
and I could have ignored them,
couldn't I have?
And now I'm calling myself thrice the fool
But you're the one who's breaking all the rules,
and who was at fault anyway?
So go and do whatever you do
'Cause you know that I'll back you
Anyways, who gives anymore?
Here's to trust, and friendship, and love
and I'll shut up for good if that's enough
to keep you here
since that's all I needed, anyway.

~*~*~*~ the amethyst has risen ~*~*~*~

You dare to talk to me still and you dare to smile
and dare to shake your head at that
embarrassing question and you dare to talk to me
and you dare to ride and you dare to fly
and you dare to pretend that nothing happened
but I'm the one dares to dream.

~*~*~*~ the amethyst has risen ~*~*~*~

Guh. I have no idea what's going on, but I've just fallen into this sort of slump. I feel so bad, 'cause I've been pretty mean to some people.....I'm sorry! Just, having a bad month, that's it.

I have a new muse. That's all I'm saying about that, because if said muse ever reads this, I'll die. Gack.


You are impossible,
Improbable,
Unlikely.
I stare at your black-and-white words
as they appear on a dust covered screen.
My own little fairytale
the story in your hands
what lyrics will you add next
to this never-ending ballad of your
Life is so funny,
I admit to cracking up every so often
Because I am cracking
You're cracking me up
Up and away
to my perfect fairyworld
where I am the queen and you are my jester
and we'll have our perfect kingdom
because that's how all fairies live.
But you're ballad strums a different tune
of passion and darkness
and who really can resist the tempting apples
of your cheeks when they curl into a smile
and I'll fall a thousand times
to hear one fairytale from you.

~*~*~*~ the amethyst has risen ~*~*~*~

Don't worry, I haven't abandoned this! I just......took a long time getting back! Yeah, that works...*guilty look*. Well, here's something to appease you. Since 7th grade, I've been playing around with a poem from the Evil Queen's POV in Snow White. I actually wrote a sonnet in 7th grade about it, but here's my lastest attempt:

Oh Jealousy

Wretched girl, ungrateful wench
You destroying rose,
You tore me down as those sun-defied thorns tore into you
And you couldn't even leave the poor butcher alone.
Was the entire castle not enough for your spell
That you had to charm the naive dwarfs as well?
And all I tried to do was remove the taint from my picture-perfect world,
To stop the reality from shattering my dream
But you couldn't even give me that
Small comfort, could you?
And your name, your retched name
That the mirror mirror on the wall
Called out to be the fairest of them all,
And haven't you been jealous once?
Snow white, little angel,
You were the serpent in my Eden.

~*~*~*~ the amethyst has risen ~*~*~*~