I guess I can understand why you did it
Why you threw the biggest tantrum of your life and
Scared your innocent friends and your broken self
And you'd like to think that
wouldn't you
Like to think that you are broken
Lost
Hopeless
Special
But you're just another face in this selfish crowd
and just because your old
Confidant is plummeting in an abyss miles away
and your old friends
are so dark and edgy and cold
and your new friends are so young and actually
listen to you
doesn't make you screwed up
like you want it too
and one day you'll shatter into a
hundred thousand tiny shards of crystal
and I'll take the seven years of bad luck to see
you cry as you get your stupid wish
and break
break
break
but I'll be left standing
in front of a shallow reflection
of my faults.

~*~*~*~ the amethyst has risen ~*~*~*~